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Tuesday, August 19, 2008
i told myself never to judge a person's character from his/her actions. like i can judge the action but never the character. but this seems pretty hard to me because, everytime i see/talk to you, i cant helped but to associate you with the word---selfish. maybe i might be wrong but seems that u're proving me right. they say genes which equates to character run in the family. omg. how true is it. i've yet to find any bit of generousity/selfless/niceness/cuteness in you. BLESS you. bless me more. God told me to love my friends but love my enemies more. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx yesterday dear and i was playing while trying to study as usual.. then he suddenly looked at me and said "i dont know why i love you so much" then he shook his head and continued "die la, love you so much. how?" i wanted to smile so badly. but i just act so gungho marc isnt that kind of person who says this kind of thing often. i get my fair share of ilu now and then. but this is the first time he actually made me feel so blissful verbally. it kinda woke me up tho. but temptations are so hard to resist. then again, it isnt that hard my dear. MATERIALISM. marc and i play everyday. literally. like everytime we meet, we will play. we roleplay, wrestle play, running play i often wonder when will we grow out of this. like for instance, we caught Red Cliff. this movie abt 3 kingdoms. then he got abit hyped up over qing shi huang. i had no idea why. to my silly bf, all olden times are qingshihuang it was a monday when we watched it. then he suddenly said tt its the qing dynasty so woman must listen to man. feeling damn INDIGNANT abt it, i told him i dont wanna play. then he said okay then, everyday will be qing shi huang period. meaning ive to listen to him everyday. trust me, he will make me listen to him everyday can. thinking tt i will be losing out if i dont comply, i told him fine, we play qingshihuang only on sundays. (thinking tt by sunday he wld most likely have forgotten abt it) and when sunday came. I M DEAD can. he will literally order me ard feeling high and mighty and i will play along lor. and he will be majorly happy for the entire day So, i told him from mon-sat. its my days. he has to listen to me. but he's still very happy abt it. whenever sundays come, i will forget abt it. but silly dear will always rmb. he nv fails to remind me. HEY its qingshihuang period so u must listen to me. and then i will give this pathetic look "oh ya, i forgot today is qsh period. sorry yr majesty" and he will be happy all day long. i think im his barbie doll. im like his toy seriously. whenever hes bored or im lazy to go kitchen with him. he will just carry me ard the house. he just carry me to the living room, back to the room and then out again. he finds joy in this man. or when we are watching telly. he just have to show his machoness by. moving me ard. carry me up and down. make me pissed off. once i got really pissed off cuz i was totally engrossed in my show. and he just have to move me ard. i told him "i not ur barbie doll can. let you move me ard" and he gave me this innocent look, act cute voice and said "no lo, i nv treat u like a barbie doll. barbie doll must take out their clothes and wear new clothes leh. but i v good one. i never take out yr clothes and wear new clothes" i was kinda pissed but i just burst out laughing. Secret #2: actually i feel so happy and shiok whenever you call me laopo. but i just pretend to be nonchalent about it. |


