Im so nervous until I cant really sleep the entire night.

Previous 2 nights had been spent in marc's house even tho he aint at home. Miss babylove even more in his room without him. haha.. but finally get to talk to him on the phone decently, been working alot for the past week so didnt really talk to him on the phone then. 

My new workplace is really far from my house. Its at woodlands. I take about 1.5 hrs to go there from my house. Might be still working at scruffy if i can still go work after my office hour and still wake up early for office work the next morning..

Went for interview at Scruffy's with mel ytd and scouted for some corporate wear.

Mel's gonna start work at Scruffy next week! :D can gossip more. LOL

 Im really tiny, i couldnt even find a pair of fitting pairs and i spent 28 dollars altering my new pants. Its so crazy. I could have easily bought another pair of pants. OH MAN, the seamstress was like, u might as well tailor make your pants as it will be cheaper cuz i had to alter the waist area, tigh area, calf area and length. Its literally the entire pants. 

I shudder each time i go into the fitting room feeling so hopeless at my almost non existent body. 

Time to go bathe and all. 

Im getting so jittery and wishing that my bf can miraculously appear next to me to give me some bit of his confidence and assurance.