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Thursday, February 26, 2009
Yesterday marc and i had our worst 25th ever. Things were super screwed up at work, i left the office crying and not turning up for work today. Working under my boss has been so stressful and i just keep crying day after day and yesterday was the max of my tolerance level. I guess its because of my pms thus resulting in me not being able to keep my cool. This isnt the first time it happened. I'm always so afraid of my managers, bosses and those who are of a higher authority. I feel that this should change. I shouldnt always be so timid and be a Miss Nicey. I usually quiet and obedient at work and I've this crazy overpowering feeling of fear whenever I see my boss or my manager's number flashing on my phone. It means work. Even texting or calling them makes me really frighten and jittery all over. This is something I should change, I cant be Miss Timid anymore. From freaking today onwards, I will fend for myself and not to be so scared of people. Moving on to Marc, it was his worst 25th too. He couldnt take his IPPT because of his split shin and he had zero points for 2 frames from shooting. That really made his day bad. and when he called, both of us were like blabbering non stop about our day. Thank you bf for being so supportive of me in my work and even encouraging me to quit. Dear, really thank you for being so understanding, I really needed it last night. Anyway, made eve, anns, kim, manda and wl for minds cafe last night. We started off with some really funny games and that really made up for my sucky day at work. and we moved on to chatting session at The Cathay while crazy indian poker and Macs. Lastly, going over to eve twinny's place for a stay over. and now, i m crazily texting my boss about resignation. This overbearing sense of fear is all over on me once again. Brave yourself darling, you can do it because you're marc's super gf and mal/di/eu's super muscle girl! Fear not for everyone is behind your back. LOVE! |


