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Monday, March 09, 2009
My day seriously cant get any worse :( I went back to work today, the fax machine, photocopier, printer, my office phone all went cranky. I had to resend, refax, reprint every single document today. Kept coughing the entire night, (marc pass his phlegm-cough, dry-cough to me). Its insane man, i felt as though i did not sleep for the past 3 nights, friday & saturday nights were pretty much disturbed by marc's persistant cough the entire night, last night i was coughing so badly. Marc and i have been sick for a week, i think i shall start buying vitamins to build up our immune system. My boss told me once that when a woman turns about her age (24), they will have this strong sense of maternal instinct thus wanting very much to have a baby of their own and feel the little one inside her. I wasnt paying much attention and took it like a passing remark. A couple of days later, meeting so many of my friends of my age, most of them can suddenly tell me "i feel like getting pregnant". I guess this is the time whereby their maternal instinct sets in. Even for hardcore party goer D, she told me"elaine, i want to be pregnant". She just told me this out of the blue, i was very much caught by surprise. Talking about pregnancy, I've so many worries about it. Mainly because of my tiny frame, my hip is smaller than most girls of my size, nurses, friends and even marc's mom are concern that my tiny body wont be able to support the weight of the baby. And during the actuall labour, my hip wont be able to cushion the pain from labour thus i might need to go for c-section instead of a normal delivery. I'm so worried that I will not have a smooth delivery in future. But i shall commit this matter to the Lord, if his plans for me's to be childless, I will obey his words and not complain about it. Its only monday but Im missing marc already. I dread sundays because babylove has to book in. imu<3 |


