Sunday, March 29, 2009

tomorrow daddy's gonna take me to the hospital for the blood test and all.
Im shivering with fear now. Im very tempted to google for the size of needle for drawing blood but I guess I will not otherwise I wont even dare to go hospital tmr.


One thing you guys might not know about me, I'm really afraid of needles, blood, wounds, cuts and infections. Its so bad that I was once the first aider for some camp and I dont even dare to wash a wound of someone who's injured. From then on, I discover the fear of all these in me. Actually I dont even know that Im so afraid of all these until that camp.


Im so so so scared right now. I can feel my heart thumping really quickly as I type this.
AHHHHHHHHHH! Im seriously losing my cool man. Faster go sleep so wont think so much!


Marc wanna go with me on saturday, so much for acting macho la.. Now totally regretting man! Im afraid Daddy dearest will make fun of me, LOL :D


Oh well. Im gonna _______ find smth to do..

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