Monday, May 25, 2009

I really feel the pressure and responsibilities that are coming together with my age.
I really feel 20. I have more and more letters addressed to me, more official letters, those that you need to tear the sides to read the content, those that is stamped with Private and Confidential. Dont get me wrong, I do enjoy very much being 20. Just that I am not ready to take all these responsibilities yet. I play alot. I think I play way too much and that very often, my playfulness kinda gets in my way of becoming a more hardworking person.

I have been wanting to talk about being 20 but have been procrastinating because I dont know how to start. Marc totally proposed a few days back!! (more about this in my next post about Sarang) And it kinda sets me into thinking of my soon to be working life and marriage. and yes, I am so not ready at all.

Working these few months made me realise that life is indeed complicated and I have to work very hard in order to survive. And I am very upset by this fact :(


Then again, I am reminded that I am the supergirl who will take everything like a breeze and be a wonder of a wifey to my husband to be. Do not fear for the future because the Lord will take you through it x)

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