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Thursday, June 25, 2009
Everyone has a outline to what they want in life and this is mine. Pretty much the same as everyone else, i dont need to be famous nor rich, I just need my family. Its quite random though. My thoughts aint that clear, everything comes in bits and pieces. At 30 years old: Happily married to marcus tan, the guy i dated for the past 15 years. he will still tell me that he loves me everynight and continue giving me 4 goodnight kisses and 1 afternoon nap kiss. still go for night walks hand in hand. Hopefully my expensive and longawaited degree cert get me a stable job that i like and pays for the house. hopefully im freed from my bank loan (if i take) by then. this pair of girls, a boy and a girl's fine either who will add more joy and laughter to us. Our son will be just like daddy, ever so adorable with new mischievous tricks up his sleeves, he will be sporty and funny like daddy. A beautiful daughter will just be like princess to us. she might have this pouty face and hopefully none of my horrible sulking face when i was young. likable and studious, with a mixture of mom and dad, perhaps a faint dimpled smile like us too. Yeah, they will surely be doubled eyelids. they will take turns to play trucks and barbie together. bet both of them will be real cheeky. We will read them bible stories and pray together every night for our children and parents. our parents would have become the naggy old grandparents by now and our children will love them as well. my dad love kids. i will be scolding my papi for givin them so many sweets again. my sisters will stay near me just like mom and aunty and we will still be really close and happy. Evi Jess and i will still go out for coffee everyweek bitching about work. Mel will be a sisterinlaw who goes into chanel and prada with me. Mal Eu and Di will have loads of bbq, pool parties and bday parties, our husbands will play golf together while we dry the kids dry after their swim. Anns & weili will be asking me what to get for their wives for xmas and i foresee them teasing me till forever. I will still meet Karmun and Melia very often for coffee and heart to heart talk, bitching about that showoff dum and that rude monkey, Jon and Jus will continue calling me anabolic which until now I have no idea what it means even Im sure Ive seen this word in Bio.. GENNY, I will still love her all the same and we will be shopping tgt (more clothes for our princesses), perhaps still talking about the chicken rice stall uncle, she will still understands the way i feel, not much explanation needed, my source of warmth. By then, she will be her taitai and we will bake cookies tgt for our little kids. Trust me, our girls will wear that lacey dress and have that long pony tail with ribbon. :D At 45 years old: I would be a boss to someone by now, a lovely boss but firm in that killer 4 inches stilettos. Would have ideally move to a terrace by now, our parents will stay with us, its time that they retire. hopefully i am still staying close to my sisters and sister in law. the kids are bugging me to get a dog, they promise they will do the cleaning and washing. I somehow dont trust them after the hamster incident which just happened months ago. Major the collie dog which they promise to take care. marc might have some fats on him, not that totally sexy smoking hot bod which made me go insane 20 years ago. me too, gain some weight after preggy and my desired increased bust and hip size. we will now watch horror with our teenage kiddos and i will be telling my daughter how i met her dad and marc would be probably teaching our son about sports. we will be there when they have their first heart broken and lecture them about that D grade biology paper. At 60 years old: Its the famous grow old with you as marc always says. I will tell him darling, we really did grow up together and he will still love me like he did for the past 40 years. Both of us would have ideally retire by now and be at home looking after the grandchildren. I will have to accept the fact that im wrinkly now, those bottles of sunscreen and facial masks which cost me a bomb did little help to my skin. All those preaching I gave to my friends about sunscreen, anti age defying lotions and diet will come back and haunt me because it doesnt help. But i know i had been a wonder of a mummy and wifey, marc and i will be really proud of them no matter what. Baby, We have been in love since i was 14. My 25stalks of roses. 25 symbolises our anniversary. My lovely flowers. ![]() ![]() Lovely lovely No one can foresee the future but its nice to meet someone who has plans with you for the future. I have always been reliant on people, may be a jovial person but aint that independent. Thank God for marc, really. I think Love is really an amazing thing. Our friends may laugh at us and think that we are crazy, over reliant... but we know that its because they haven meet someone and none of them have felt the way we feel. Its hard to explain why marc and i are still together for so long even though we fight, we get mad and upset. Many think that its obsession, its just pure "oh you are just so used to each other" and stuff, i dont defend for ourselves. But we know its not, its just purely because we are madly in love. Yes, even after 5 years. We've long moved on from the sweet infactuation to this very warm comfortable and genuine love that we've both built. And everyday, we just seem to love and accept each other more. and i think its doubly sexy for a rugged rough man like marc to be real gentle and sweet to me when im having my period. damn those hormones, i cry so freaking easily when its that time of the month and he just cant bear to get frustrated with me whenever im being unreasonable. thanks bunny. Next entry, NIGHT SAFARI :D Hopefully will blog by tmr! x) |


