The sun goes down
The stars come out
And all that counts
Is here and now
My universe will never be the same
I'm glad you came . Change this with yours.
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"I love you so much. Just that I'm not that good at expressing. I'm not the same as before I just know I have change I'm not the person who was full of life and sociable. I have no zest for anything. I dont talk to any of my friends except you. i am just different. Anyway, you always talk about stuff that I cant give. So I dont have any bargaining chips to keep you by my side. I just want you to know that you are the best thing that happen in my life"
When you left, you took away his love for life, his smile, you took away my bf. And you dont know how much it hurts for me to say this. I cannot never make him smile as widely as you did. I hate myself. You dont know how much I want to just wake up from a coma and forget everything we once shared.. or rather, I wish I had never exist.
I have been living a zombie life for 2 whole days. And every single bit of what you said came back and leech on my already broken heart.
Evi said I should stop blogging about emo stuff lest u guys think that he mistreats me. Its not the case at all.
This is the reason why I dont like my blog to be public. Because the world judge whatever I type, u judge and comment even though you dont know me personally, u gossip over dinner about what emo stuff I blog, u make nasty comments and condemn my bf even when u dont know him just from inferring from what i blog.
I only told my blog add to 6 of my close friends and now, this blog is viewed by 20 ppl daily? this was supposed to be a place where my friends update themselves of my life and this was supposed to be a ranting place for me whenever I am upset. Now I have to type and backspace so that I dont want people to know, what i am feeling what i am doing, what i am thinking? Then whats the point of having this blog?
And cheers to my covergirl. If you are forming impressions of me based on what i blog, shame on you.. u ought to reflect and tell yourself not to be so gossipy. I feel like saying this " FUCK YOU ALL" and damn, i just said it even though I told myself to refrain from vulgarities. I am feeling moody, upset, annoyed, frustrated and slightly pissed off. So FUCK YOU PEOPLE WHO JUDGE AND GOSSIP LIKE PIGS. okie, this is ironic.
After ranting, I feel slightly better. :D and yes, i am temperamental, blame it on my horoscope. i am born this way. School today was fun with Vannie! U all should go read her blog, she blog abt what we did for the past 2 days :D Click Vanessa on the right :D So there u go, did i promise that i wont steal blog entries? Opps! hahahaah. Anyway, Happy Anniversary to Jay and Mal!
Screw blogger. I cant upload pictures :(
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Tuesday, July 07, 2009
"I love you so much. Just that I'm not that good at expressing. I'm not the same as before I just know I have change I'm not the person who was full of life and sociable. I have no zest for anything. I dont talk to any of my friends except you. i am just different. Anyway, you always talk about stuff that I cant give. So I dont have any bargaining chips to keep you by my side. I just want you to know that you are the best thing that happen in my life"
When you left, you took away his love for life, his smile, you took away my bf. And you dont know how much it hurts for me to say this. I cannot never make him smile as widely as you did. I hate myself. You dont know how much I want to just wake up from a coma and forget everything we once shared.. or rather, I wish I had never exist.
I have been living a zombie life for 2 whole days. And every single bit of what you said came back and leech on my already broken heart.
Evi said I should stop blogging about emo stuff lest u guys think that he mistreats me. Its not the case at all.
This is the reason why I dont like my blog to be public. Because the world judge whatever I type, u judge and comment even though you dont know me personally, u gossip over dinner about what emo stuff I blog, u make nasty comments and condemn my bf even when u dont know him just from inferring from what i blog.
I only told my blog add to 6 of my close friends and now, this blog is viewed by 20 ppl daily? this was supposed to be a place where my friends update themselves of my life and this was supposed to be a ranting place for me whenever I am upset. Now I have to type and backspace so that I dont want people to know, what i am feeling what i am doing, what i am thinking? Then whats the point of having this blog?
And cheers to my covergirl. If you are forming impressions of me based on what i blog, shame on you.. u ought to reflect and tell yourself not to be so gossipy. I feel like saying this " FUCK YOU ALL" and damn, i just said it even though I told myself to refrain from vulgarities. I am feeling moody, upset, annoyed, frustrated and slightly pissed off. So FUCK YOU PEOPLE WHO JUDGE AND GOSSIP LIKE PIGS. okie, this is ironic.
After ranting, I feel slightly better. :D and yes, i am temperamental, blame it on my horoscope. i am born this way. School today was fun with Vannie! U all should go read her blog, she blog abt what we did for the past 2 days :D Click Vanessa on the right :D So there u go, did i promise that i wont steal blog entries? Opps! hahahaah. Anyway, Happy Anniversary to Jay and Mal!
Screw blogger. I cant upload pictures :(