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The stars come out
And all that counts
Is here and now
My universe will never be the same
I'm glad you came . Change this with yours.
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one thing about humans is that they are real dums.
today had a long chat with mel. followed by reading W's blog. and i emo myself over nothing.
I dont know why am i feeling this way or why did I even have such thoughts.
is it true that marriage is the tomb of love? at this point of time, it feels so true to me. that secret rendezvous was thrilling, fulfiling and it keeps me wanting you even more.
When I dont have something, I have this crazy intense need to get it. Now that I have it, I want something else. Me and my insatiable appetite. i think im crazy. i have no idea what i am thinking. is it normal for married people to feel dry, lack of excitement which eventually leads to infidelity? You know what, I dont believe in a lasting marriage even though my parents are pretty much still loving after 20 years. My mentality is that since it will not be perfect, I rather not have it. Thats what I think, if I cant find the perfect guy for my perfect marriage, I rather be not get married. Everything must be perfect. Just like what I imagine it to be.
so shaun said "why i guy propose to you it doesnt mean that he will turn up for the wedding". Oh how true is that.
Maybe its me and my insecurities that's why I always think that we wont last and when I think this way, anyone that comes along or came before becomes my potential victim.
Notice I use the word victim. Because it was so bad until he couldnt cope with his A levels and he blame it on me :( Anyway, I reread your blog. and you were really sweet. it was my loss.
XOXO,
"Jessica" *WINKS at DEEM*
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Wednesday, July 22, 2009
one thing about humans is that they are real dums.
today had a long chat with mel. followed by reading W's blog. and i emo myself over nothing.
I dont know why am i feeling this way or why did I even have such thoughts.
is it true that marriage is the tomb of love? at this point of time, it feels so true to me. that secret rendezvous was thrilling, fulfiling and it keeps me wanting you even more.
When I dont have something, I have this crazy intense need to get it. Now that I have it, I want something else. Me and my insatiable appetite. i think im crazy. i have no idea what i am thinking. is it normal for married people to feel dry, lack of excitement which eventually leads to infidelity? You know what, I dont believe in a lasting marriage even though my parents are pretty much still loving after 20 years. My mentality is that since it will not be perfect, I rather not have it. Thats what I think, if I cant find the perfect guy for my perfect marriage, I rather be not get married. Everything must be perfect. Just like what I imagine it to be.
so shaun said "why i guy propose to you it doesnt mean that he will turn up for the wedding". Oh how true is that.
Maybe its me and my insecurities that's why I always think that we wont last and when I think this way, anyone that comes along or came before becomes my potential victim.
Notice I use the word victim. Because it was so bad until he couldnt cope with his A levels and he blame it on me :( Anyway, I reread your blog. and you were really sweet. it was my loss.
XOXO,
"Jessica" *WINKS at DEEM*