Thursday, August 13, 2009

Solitude

I had my dinner alone, walked around the whole of serangoon alone. Mal offered to accompany me but I dont wanna trouble her. But the weird thing is that I dont feel lonely. In fact, I feel less lonely than compared to the dinner with *her the other time. Then, I had her company, her laughter, her sarcasm, I had alot of people around me but I felt so lonely, so minute. I felt so alone and uncomfy then even though I had the crowd.

I sat down at the familiar place enjoying my fish soup, thinking back that I was here with marc earlier this afternoon and we had so much fun laughing over his work. Now, suddenly, I am alone but I dont feel sad nor awkward. I peered through Mal's house grinning that tmr I will be able to meet DEEMJ.

It actually felt so much better than having dinner with *her.


Conclusion:
Being alone doesnt mean you will be lonely and being lonely doesnt have to happen when you are alone --Mal Joseph




Pictures from my previous 8th August entry regarding my blue blacks. Serious right? I had this kinda blue black every other day, before the old one recovers, there will be a new one. Left and right leg.





Marc: (telling me excitedly that he saw this fisherman with a whole tub of live prawns)
Me: Why you never take some back for me? I love bbq prawns!!
Marc: SIAO!! Like that its bribery leh!
Me: WAHAHAHAHAH. really? so serious meh?


I just told Mom and Dad that I am going BKK. Everything was better than expected. HOHOHO. I feel bad that my dad and mom treat me so well ): These 2 days, I have been coming home early to pei them but they are always not at home. I haven seen them for ages. I think its really hard to be a filial daughter, loving girlfriend, a good example for my sissyloves and a hardworking daughter-in-law all at one time. But HEY! I am the super muscle girl okie! I will work doubly hard!


Enough of my gibberish. I had so much fun with my clique. Pics post next, pics with evi. I miss them like crazy. I think when I am with them, I talked more than what I actually speak throughout the entire week of school. Yes, its so rubbishy talk. DEEMJ tmr. cant wait!


Nights!

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