Monday, August 03, 2009

Updates about my life abit.


I am totally stress up by school, hardly have time to even breathe.

I have two projects due this week and one due next week.

Today was Not-listening-to-lecture-and-talking-to-vanessa day. Hahahaah we just kept talking towards the last hour of the lecture. Tsktsk..


My group mates :D We are a happy bunch. Lots of scandals. HEHE.



My exams is in less than a month time and I am not even prepared at all. Talking about this makes me shudder in fear. I guess I am gonna stop blogging and go study. Jiayou everyone who's busy like a bumble bee.

Like I said, I am enjoying this business (how to spell BUSY-NESS?). I like the rush of meeting deadlines, staying up to study and reading on the bus. Call me crazy, but I really enjoy school. Its been a while since I enjoy school. I hated JC to the max. My source of motivation was only DEEM then. Now, I am self motivated to study.

I have alot of regrets in life, I regretted not going poly, those who went poly seems to be doing better than me, in NUS, NTU, SMU. I felt really bad that even though my results was so much better than them in the past, they are doing much better than me now. Its disheartening. I was a studious kid in sec sch, think that was the most studious part of my life. Oh well. no point dwelling on the past silly.


BATTLEFIELD? BRING IT ON BABY!! Because I am the strong muscle girl! :D Vanessa says my life's a drama, super dramatic and I am loving every moment of it. We only live once, I dont want myself to live in regrets. Right now, its the beginning. You are so gonna see a change in me I promise.


Regarding my Friends entry, I wasnt sad. Its was more of disappointment. Perhaps you guys will never get to experience what I've been through, but its better this way. :D

I love you people. I'm gonna do a lil maths while waiting for marc. Coast guard sounds really fun, but truthfully, there isnt a day where he leaves for work without me worrying.

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