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Saturday, July 17, 2010
![]() We went to the ever famous melben seafood for our crab date (: ![]() 25! ![]() Queued to get table, still need to wait for estimated an hour for the food -_- but we were lucky in a way that we managed to get a table first since the people in front of our queue were all in big groups so they have to wait for the bigger tables ![]() ![]() The soup is like so frigging delicious! I drank very single drop of it ok maybe because I like those fish soup with milk and meefen so I'm slightly biased towards milkbased soup. Marc loves it too! ![]() We played this while waiting for time to pass. Haha speaking of which, mal u need to reply me on words. You know the greatest form of love does not come in the verbal/text form of 'i love you'. Yesterday I asked someone how did you know that he loves you? She just said, I just know la and mentioned a very simple act that her bf does for her. And that to her, it was very sufficient and she's happy. That leads to me thinking why am I such a difficult gf to please? I take everything that marc does for granted. From the simple things like giving me the bigger crabs, making my meals to getting me a lappy and everything I want etc. You know everyone tells me that I treat Marc very badly(even my parents and sisters) and I always reply, "so? he still wants to be with me what" or "treat your bf super good doesn't mean he will love you alot, I don't treat my bf like king but he still loves me alot". From this u can see that I never have the intention of being a super good gf. I'm just selfish and always insist on my way because I know Marc always give in. Also you can see that I don't think that there's anything wrong in the way which I treat Marc. I see so many of my gfs cook and serve their bfs but for me, it's totally opposite. When I wake up, Marc will prepare my breakfast while I washed up. You know this kind of simple things are like super normal to me until I saw J preparing pizza for MK then it strucked me. It's like I'm like living in a dsyfuntional family. I didn't realised how pampered I am and how much he has done for me. To me, it's very normal but I need to know that not every guy treats their gf this way and he's just being extra sweet. I take the things he does for granted. Once, he was angry with me and so I asked him what must I do so he won't be angry, he said, 'help me take a glass of water'. Guess what, even a simple thing like this I also don't want to do because i know he will still forgiv me even if I don't take for him. With him, i can get away with murder. Oh well, if I'm the one angry, u think he can get away just by taking me a glass of water? So many times I tell myself I need to shower more love and be a good gf but I always forget about it. Tsk! All you girlfriends are making me embarrassed ): I have decided to turn over a new leaf starting from this moment! To me the greatest form of love comes in the doing the daily simple things even when she doesn't deserve it. And putting up with such a imperfect me. Gonna try to sleep. I think I'm suffering from insomia. I used to be able to wake Marc up for work in the morning but lately I can't get up and slept through with the alarm ringing, this is so weird because I'm a super light sleeper. I guess it's cuz of the insomia which makes me extra tired in the morning. - Elaine<3 from my iPhone![]() |


