I want to record every single milestone of my life. I always feel so happy when i read my archives and relive those memories time and again. its 2nd may at 3:27am now, and im just back from supper and mahjong with des jon and twinnie.

Marc has officially started work now on 27th April 2011 while i had started since 27th sep 2010, time really flies. He has already ORDed, I still remember gg to his POP and now his already out of NS for good. and Im already done with DMS, I just read a post whereby I was complaining that im gonna have saturday classes for a year and now im already done with it.

I guess this milestone is a big one, its a first real job for both of us and we finally can see substantial amount of savings in joint account to pay for our house. We are even delaying driving lessons to save for the downpayment. In the past, savings for joint account is so insignificant, save for so many months to see that pathetic few K, now finally can see a leap.

I will be turning 22 in a about a week or so and i just read this post when i felt jittery turning 20, now im alr turning 22 how scary is it. And what more, this year i get to vote in the general election, more choices, more sacrifices. Srsly hate growing up. During CNY this year my cousin-in-law made a rather insensitive remark to another cousin, she said to my cousin directly in front of all of us, "even though we are of the same age, i accomplished much more in life, i got married and i got pregnant and had a child". Even though at that point of time, everyone just brushed it off, i was like wow, how insensitive is that. I believe everyone wants to get married and have a child but maybe not everyone is as lucky as you? It furthers confirm my fear of growing up, do you know how scary is it that your future turns out to be less great than what you imagine it to be?

Gonna read cleo and sleep, need to blog abt taiwan! wouldnt want to not remember a thing abt it.