Sunday, September 02, 2012

Dear Diary,

Its been forever since i've been here, was reading through all my archrives and i realised i was a pretty happy girl. its really been a while since i last blogged about my thoughts and feelings. i wished i still have the habit to blog, reading through the memories makes me happy :D

So today, baby left for his fishing trip and wouldnt be back till tues. and theres seem to be this big gigantic empty hole in my heart. Nothing seems right. I did all the usual, did housework and even my favourite pasta for dinner couldnt make me happy. Time seem to pass so slowly, I did the norm like when he's around, but just that things seem so weird.. I cant imagine when he goes to reservice next month. Sob Sob.

Sigh! Today's a really weird day without him. Everything feels wrong and quiet. We hugged a really long time at the hallway before he left. So long until I felt that I fell asleep for a while in my groggy state. Then he sent a text saying he loves me and that he will be back on tuesday. Please fastforward to tuesday so i can be in his arms again!

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