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The stars come out
And all that counts
Is here and now
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back to the writing mojo since this is the 3rd day of my mc and I'm feeling slightly better. Been down with flu and sore throat and I can't take any medication at all. You see baby, mama loves you so much that I'd rather suffer and not put you at risk, please grow well and healthy.
Today I want to talk about Daddy. He has been the most caring and sweet daddy to be as he can be. He cuts fruits for us everyday to ensure that we are loaded with all the vitamins, makes me milk every morning and cooks every weekend. Usually he likes to rest his hands on my boobs but eve since we found out about you, he rests his hands on my belly. I guess he wants to feels closer to you and to protect you. Even when he's asleep in the middle of the night, subconsciously he will rest his hands on my belly and I will push it away hahah. I can't sleep with his warm hands over my belly. I hope you know how much you are loved.
Please grow well baby and we hope to see you healthy and smiley in April !
Today I sucha happy girl, just want to pen down to remind myself how lucky I am to have someone like marc. Today also marks the last day of my paper, and wheee, no more school for the rest of my life unless I decide to be stupid and go learn some other stuff.
After paper I called this funny guy and he replied with a excited " BAO BAO!!", oh how cute, thank you for letting me how excited you are to meet me. Then I thought, he must have really missed me since I was busy with exams for the past 2 days.. Then we went for dinner at nyny, bought some stuff then head home in the rain. How romantic.. Came home and was pleasantly surprised that bb has already kept my study table, packed all my notes and cleaned up my room. why this boy so sweet one???
Dear Diary,
Its been forever since i've been here, was reading through all my archrives and i realised i was a pretty happy girl. its really been a while since i last blogged about my thoughts and feelings. i wished i still have the habit to blog, reading through the memories makes me happy :D
So today, baby left for his fishing trip and wouldnt be back till tues. and theres seem to be this big gigantic empty hole in my heart. Nothing seems right. I did all the usual, did housework and even my favourite pasta for dinner couldnt make me happy. Time seem to pass so slowly, I did the norm like when he's around, but just that things seem so weird.. I cant imagine when he goes to reservice next month. Sob Sob.
Sigh! Today's a really weird day without him. Everything feels wrong and quiet. We hugged a really long time at the hallway before he left. So long until I felt that I fell asleep for a while in my groggy state. Then he sent a text saying he loves me and that he will be back on tuesday. Please fastforward to tuesday so i can be in his arms again!
Dear Diary,
Me: dear can u not watch video? Very noisy I cannot sleep.
Marc: very soft already.
Me: we are in the same room, no matter how soft I can also hear, I can even hear you breathing. Asking you not to watch video is not unreasonable, asking you not to breathe then is unreasonable.
Marc: ok you win.
Me: I know. (:
- Elaine<3 align="left" border="0" from="from" img="img" iphone="iphone" my="my" src="http://blogpress.w18.net/e/58183.gif">
Finally back to blogging after moving to tumblr and stopping and going back to blogger then to tumblr and i just feel like settling on blogger for now.
It's not easy to maintain a loving relationship. I do think that we both love each other very much but I don't understand why we fight so often. Even small things like deleting a video we took can make him so mad and yet I don't wanna delete it. Maybe I should so that he won't be angry. Ultimately, it's him that is more impt than the video
- Elaine<3 from my iPhone
Srsly? Get lame love lamb???
Hahahahhaa my funny friend! (:
- Elaine<3 from my iPhone
Rejections? I've been through it a million times. Maybe it's time for me to be the one rejecting.
- Elaine<3 from my iPhone
Same house, different rooms.
Same guy, different mood.
Notes is my new best friend.
- Elaine<3 from my iPhone
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Week 10 Day 2
Friday, September 23, 2016
back to the writing mojo since this is the 3rd day of my mc and I'm feeling slightly better. Been down with flu and sore throat and I can't take any medication at all. You see baby, mama loves you so much that I'd rather suffer and not put you at risk, please grow well and healthy.
Today I want to talk about Daddy. He has been the most caring and sweet daddy to be as he can be. He cuts fruits for us everyday to ensure that we are loaded with all the vitamins, makes me milk every morning and cooks every weekend. Usually he likes to rest his hands on my boobs but eve since we found out about you, he rests his hands on my belly. I guess he wants to feels closer to you and to protect you. Even when he's asleep in the middle of the night, subconsciously he will rest his hands on my belly and I will push it away hahah. I can't sleep with his warm hands over my belly. I hope you know how much you are loved.
Please grow well baby and we hope to see you healthy and smiley in April !
Last day of exams
Saturday, November 03, 2012
Today I sucha happy girl, just want to pen down to remind myself how lucky I am to have someone like marc. Today also marks the last day of my paper, and wheee, no more school for the rest of my life unless I decide to be stupid and go learn some other stuff.
After paper I called this funny guy and he replied with a excited " BAO BAO!!", oh how cute, thank you for letting me how excited you are to meet me. Then I thought, he must have really missed me since I was busy with exams for the past 2 days.. Then we went for dinner at nyny, bought some stuff then head home in the rain. How romantic.. Came home and was pleasantly surprised that bb has already kept my study table, packed all my notes and cleaned up my room. why this boy so sweet one???
Sunday, September 02, 2012
Dear Diary,
Its been forever since i've been here, was reading through all my archrives and i realised i was a pretty happy girl. its really been a while since i last blogged about my thoughts and feelings. i wished i still have the habit to blog, reading through the memories makes me happy :D
So today, baby left for his fishing trip and wouldnt be back till tues. and theres seem to be this big gigantic empty hole in my heart. Nothing seems right. I did all the usual, did housework and even my favourite pasta for dinner couldnt make me happy. Time seem to pass so slowly, I did the norm like when he's around, but just that things seem so weird.. I cant imagine when he goes to reservice next month. Sob Sob.
Sigh! Today's a really weird day without him. Everything feels wrong and quiet. We hugged a really long time at the hallway before he left. So long until I felt that I fell asleep for a while in my groggy state. Then he sent a text saying he loves me and that he will be back on tuesday. Please fastforward to tuesday so i can be in his arms again!
Monday, March 05, 2012
Today I want to remember what you said to me last night.
You just looked me in the eyes and said "dear why you so cute ah, im really lucky to have you and i will be very happy if our daughter next time can be as cute as you"
Sunday, August 14, 2011
Today I want to remember how readily you replied your colleague
that im 'the one' when they told you that you shouldnt tie yourself to the first girl you met,
how sure you are when they question you how sure are you and how there's no any hint of uncertainty that im the one that you want to grow old with.
Thursday, August 11, 2011
Dear Diary,
Its been a while since i last login. Been pwetty busy with work, sch & life. Just to update my future me, its 11Aug 2011 today and next mth on the 27th would officially be my one year in UOB. Life's pretty good so far, gg to work at 11.30am ending work at 4pm then go home shower then meet marc o donnell for dinner b4 heading to our classes at 7pm then gg home tgt. (: Going sch with him is so motivating. And I started taking my license too.
Anyways, we've ballot for a flat this july and our appt for selection would be on 1st Oct. Really didnt expect us to get the number since cher&salt told us that they ballot gazillion times but they didnt get it. Our number is 647, a far cry from isles which we wanna get, calculating the ethnic race plus low levels, we probably wouldnt get the flat. Still, I pray hard that we can get it. Afterall, its been one of the better locations we've seen.
And smthg which is very shaking to me happened and I do want to record it down so that i wouldnt forget about this incident. I witness a situation whereby J slept with another girl, L and A chose to forgive him without even having second thoughts. I cannot uds and I simply cannot believe this, and if future shld anything like that happen to me, I wish to read this and remember what I said today.
Sch has been pretty fun with jess ard and now Im at a crossroad once again, should i get a full time job ? Life changing decisions..
Labels: hdb, house, love, marc
Tuesday, May 03, 2011
Me: dear can u not watch video? Very noisy I cannot sleep.
Marc: very soft already.
Me: we are in the same room, no matter how soft I can also hear, I can even hear you breathing. Asking you not to watch video is not unreasonable, asking you not to breathe then is unreasonable.
Marc: ok you win.
Me: I know. (:
- Elaine<3 align="left" border="0" from="from" img="img" iphone="iphone" my="my" src="http://blogpress.w18.net/e/58183.gif">
Monday, May 02, 2011
Finally back to blogging after moving to tumblr and stopping and going back to blogger then to tumblr and i just feel like settling on blogger for now.
I want to record every single milestone of my life. I always feel so happy when i read my archives and relive those memories time and again. its 2nd may at 3:27am now, and im just back from supper and mahjong with des jon and twinnie.
Marc has officially started work now on 27th April 2011 while i had started since 27th sep 2010, time really flies. He has already ORDed, I still remember gg to his POP and now his already out of NS for good. and Im already done with DMS, I just read a post whereby I was complaining that im gonna have saturday classes for a year and now im already done with it.
I guess this milestone is a big one, its a first real job for both of us and we finally can see substantial amount of savings in joint account to pay for our house. We are even delaying driving lessons to save for the downpayment. In the past, savings for joint account is so insignificant, save for so many months to see that pathetic few K, now finally can see a leap.
I will be turning 22 in a about a week or so and i just read this post when i felt jittery turning 20, now im alr turning 22 how scary is it. And what more, this year i get to vote in the general election, more choices, more sacrifices. Srsly hate growing up. During CNY this year my cousin-in-law made a rather insensitive remark to another cousin, she said to my cousin directly in front of all of us, "even though we are of the same age, i accomplished much more in life, i got married and i got pregnant and had a child". Even though at that point of time, everyone just brushed it off, i was like wow, how insensitive is that. I believe everyone wants to get married and have a child but maybe not everyone is as lucky as you? It furthers confirm my fear of growing up, do you know how scary is it that your future turns out to be less great than what you imagine it to be?
Gonna read cleo and sleep, need to blog abt taiwan! wouldnt want to not remember a thing abt it.
Labels: work
Monday, October 25, 2010
It's not easy to maintain a loving relationship. I do think that we both love each other very much but I don't understand why we fight so often. Even small things like deleting a video we took can make him so mad and yet I don't wanna delete it. Maybe I should so that he won't be angry. Ultimately, it's him that is more impt than the video
- Elaine<3 from my iPhone
Tuesday, September 21, 2010
Dailies with red
Sunday, September 19, 2010
Srsly? Get lame love lamb???
Hahahahhaa my funny friend! (:
- Elaine<3 from my iPhone
Rejections? I've been through it a million times. Maybe it's time for me to be the one rejecting.
- Elaine<3 from my iPhone
Saturday, September 18, 2010
Same house, different rooms.
Same guy, different mood.
Notes is my new best friend.
- Elaine<3 from my iPhone
Friday, September 17, 2010
The season of birthdays
Jessica
Red
Cheryn
Sissy
Diana
Daphne
Mallory
Happy birthday to all my dearies and hope you girls enjoy yourself very much and Red if you are thinking i left u out, i didnt, you are a girl trap in a man's body..
This is really a broke month for me but it was worth it for each and every one of you.
I <3>
Why is it that I miss you exceptionally much more tonight? Is it because I hadn't been seeing you much for the past few days or is it because I know I won't get to see you tmr. I'm so weird, when I see you I get so annoyed with you, to be fair, u do like to disturb and annoy me non stop when we are tgt. I vividly remember me pushing you away this morning when you snuggle next to me but now how I wish you are lying next to me. You know I'm not the mushy kind but I do love you.
Sweetdreams, beautiful. <3
- Elaine<3 from my iPhone
Cher cher I just notice u change your name in my phone.
Love you much.
Thissssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss
much..
Hahhahaha
- Elaine<3 from my iPhone
Otw to meet salt&cher for lunch! (((: selfportraits with my new iphone4 baby! Love the cammie, hates the connection!
What mels bought for me in Korea! Damn cheap! Thanks darling!
My lost found Oreo cereal! Think sg stop importing this which I don't know why. I was damn sad! Mel found it in Korea but the taste is slightly diff, sg's ones are sweeter this nicer..
Happy belated to the love of my life!! My sweet bun! Xoxo, I love u many many!! Let's blorg tgt! Hahaha
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0038hrs I miss my boy
Thursday, September 16, 2010
Why is it that I miss you exceptionally much more tonight? Is it because I hadn't been seeing you much for the past few days or is it because I know I won't get to see you tmr. I'm so weird, when I see you I get so annoyed with you, to be fair, u do like to disturb and annoy me non stop when we are tgt. I vividly remember me pushing you away this morning when you snuggle next to me but now how I wish you are lying next to me. You know I'm not the mushy kind but I do love you.
Sweetdreams, beautiful. <3
- Elaine<3 from my iPhone
Cheryn my love
Wednesday, September 08, 2010
Cher cher I just notice u change your name in my phone.
Love you much.
Thissssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss
much..
Hahhahaha
- Elaine<3 from my iPhone
Sunday, September 05, 2010
Otw to meet salt&cher for lunch! (((: selfportraits with my new iphone4 baby! Love the cammie, hates the connection!
What mels bought for me in Korea! Damn cheap! Thanks darling!
My lost found Oreo cereal! Think sg stop importing this which I don't know why. I was damn sad! Mel found it in Korea but the taste is slightly diff, sg's ones are sweeter this nicer..
Happy belated to the love of my life!! My sweet bun! Xoxo, I love u many many!! Let's blorg tgt! Hahaha
- Elaine using BlogPress from
my iPhone