Wednesday, March 11, 2009

i was trying to call marc the entire morning. but all i get is a voicemail. so sad. 

didnt have to go office so early today so i did some work from home. All alone in the house. Mel went over to Joel's place.

I did alot of thinking in my mind and all. Wondering if i would do the same thing if the same thing was to happen to me. Its funny how some guys have the ability and charm to woa the girls and even unknowingly cause them to lose their usual cool and act impulsively. 

I foresee alot of crying, heartache, suicidal thoughts, arguments, distress coming again.. 
All over again.


This is for you my friend. 
You were never once the best for me. 
Now picking up the pieces, 
spending over these years, 
putting my heart back together.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you.

When he slammed the front door, alot of others open up.
i wish your eyes would open up as well.

There's a limit to how much I can help you. No matter what it is. I will still stand by you.
Even his friends speak this of you, how can you prove them right?
Please girl, save some dignity for yourself can. 
sense of shame.



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