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Frustrated.
Terribly frustrated with myself.
Frustrated to tears. Anyone heard of this? Laughs. -_-
I cant focus, my exams' in 5 days and Im glued to this new series that I am watching.
The next issue is complacency. Damn. Just because all the past year papers seem 100 times easier than A levels and I could actually do the math paper without any major difficulties, I get so complacent. Flipping through the notes and telling myself, I already know how to do this.
I really hate this feeling, the feeling of exams. I absolutely hate it. To be honest, I think JC made me hate schoolwork, studying so much. I didnt have much difficulties with studying in pri or sec school. I quite enjoyed the feeling of getting back results knowing that I will do well. But think JC took away my confidence and instilled fear in me. It kinda sunk me into depression when everyone else was coping except me. I enjoy reading notes, doing math during normal days but when exams' are near, I have this jittery feeling and the feeling of FAILING. Whenever I read something which I dont understand, I get super stress up and the feeling of failing.
Crap. I dont anyone understands how I feel. hit hard enough by disappointment and failure. Fuck. I dont know how many times I have to go through this. EXAMPHOBIC.
Gonna meet the proj mates to study tomorrow. Trust me bunny, I will finish revising the entire MPO. I WILL AND I MUST. Yes, I can do it. (:
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Wednesday, August 26, 2009
Frustrated.
Terribly frustrated with myself.
Frustrated to tears. Anyone heard of this? Laughs. -_-
I cant focus, my exams' in 5 days and Im glued to this new series that I am watching.
The next issue is complacency. Damn. Just because all the past year papers seem 100 times easier than A levels and I could actually do the math paper without any major difficulties, I get so complacent. Flipping through the notes and telling myself, I already know how to do this.
I really hate this feeling, the feeling of exams. I absolutely hate it. To be honest, I think JC made me hate schoolwork, studying so much. I didnt have much difficulties with studying in pri or sec school. I quite enjoyed the feeling of getting back results knowing that I will do well. But think JC took away my confidence and instilled fear in me. It kinda sunk me into depression when everyone else was coping except me. I enjoy reading notes, doing math during normal days but when exams' are near, I have this jittery feeling and the feeling of FAILING. Whenever I read something which I dont understand, I get super stress up and the feeling of failing.
Crap. I dont anyone understands how I feel. hit hard enough by disappointment and failure. Fuck. I dont know how many times I have to go through this. EXAMPHOBIC.
Gonna meet the proj mates to study tomorrow. Trust me bunny, I will finish revising the entire MPO. I WILL AND I MUST. Yes, I can do it. (: