Saturday, October 24, 2009

Today is just one of those days I wanna scream "life's a bitch" and "so are you".
Instead of wallowing in self pity and anguish, I think I should just pick myself up and move on.

Looking on the bright side, everything has been going smoothly for me since after I graduated from JC. Lemme focus on the happy stuff.. Count my blessings before I start throwing tantrums on my blog.

To be honest, today didnt go as well as I expected it to be. I was just reflecting to myself. Life's sucha bitch honestly. Then I remembered, when Im gone, all thats left of me will just be pieces of white bones. Whats the point of working so hard, fighting so hard...when Im alive? Whats the point? And whats the point of me being affected by your selfish actions?


There are many constantly seeking for Love, there are also many throwing their love away, risking their relationships and all.. Why? Why cant anyone of us be contented with what we have and learn to cherish? Why is it so hard for people to start to accept one another instead of condemning and magnifying their flaws/mistakes? Instead of judging and hating everyone, we all should actually give them a chance before forming superficial impression of them.
Sometimes, I have this crazy idea to just disappear from you but its really impossible.


Sigh. TOday is just so not my day. But, past few days were absolutely fantastic! I get to meet my funny mushroom bunnies to play L4D last night, talking to marc, spending 3 days with famy. And meeting JJJJ on monday :D


okie. me and my small heart and small brain is gonna rest. tmr's scruffy at 8am. HAPPY BDAY SCRUFFY!

this is sucha fuckup post. dont even know what im blogging or why am i blogging. i dont even feel like talking about it when marc wanna help.

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